September 27, 2011

I saw a post on Facebook in which Annette tagged Wendy.  Annette was spending the weekend with her five beautiful grandchildren (three Collers and two Joneses).  This brought tears to my eyes.  After all the pain and devastation that has been caused by this woman, and after all the broken souls that she has stepped on, why does she get to spend the weekend with her grandchildren?!?!  I get NOTHING with my grandchildren. Not a weekend.  Not a day.  Not an hour.  Not a minute.  Where is God in this?  Where is the hope?  Where is the justice?  I will never know Ella as a one-year-old.  I will never know Miles as a baby.  All of that is gone.  And yet Annette gets to spend the weekend with them.  Words cannot express my grief and anger.  There is no comfort for my heart.